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BAby!

Ben Aw — Sun, 11 Nov 2007 11:46:09 +0000

AIDAN BABY!! HEhe…

Last week Aidan was Born in KK hospital.. when to see him so cute… And today went to see him at home sleeping soundly again.. haha..!! Alright aniwae today’s church service also great! Haha.. i think the worship team did well today..

Praise The Mighty Lord!

Ben Aw — Thu, 01 Nov 2007 13:44:09 +0000

Hey!!! PRaise the mighty Lord.. Hallelujah!! Let me share something… Today when i reached home, my computer gota hard disk system crashed…the computer cant go into the windows at all.. it jus kept retarting.. I tried so many times and it cant work at all…So i guess.. perhaps.. I should realli pray.. for forgiveness.. computer is for studies.. but in the past i used it for other sinful purposes.. N i prayed so hard that God will recover my laptop.. It did not worked… I went to store room.. dig all stufss out.. oh!! warranty over.. my onli hope is the recovery disc… but befor i opened the package.. and when i did the last try.. my laptop suddenly worked.. it went into the windows.. i can recover my project.. i send it o my thumbdrive already.. Im so happy!! U relli gotta elieve in God!

=((

Ben Aw — Sun, 28 Oct 2007 15:27:56 +0000

Frens.. Stop betting pls.. its a sure lose thing.. ITs so evil that it uses money to lure u all to gamble more.. it end up taking all u have.. leaving u with nth.. u can actualli do much things with the money or wad… Life will b better… w/o gambling.. IT blinds u n make u lost… Its so sucks n harmful… Pls get out of this.. Dun dream.. it dun show hw much u supports or invests.. the more u show.. it shows how lost n blinded u all are.. COme ON!!

Wanted to exercise n train more.. i dun wan a long NS.. lol…

Cheers

Ben Aw — Fri, 19 Oct 2007 15:35:48 +0000

Hi.. bck frm a near to one week break without postin anything on my miserable blog.. hahas… Aniwae.. This week had been great although i just started my semester 2… It seems that its a good start other than that DSP seminar when i accidentally fell asleep most probably due to the digestion of my lunch.. where most of my blood probably flow to the intestines.. Seems quite eager to do well this sem.. hope this feeling last long enough for the whole semester.

Hahas.. aniwae.. from Monday all the way to Friday i had been constantly exercising.. Monday 20 laps of continuous swimming.. Tuesday a fast jog… Wednesday..20 laps of breaststroke and 10 laps of freestyle.. Thurs and today… ard 30mins jog around sembawang… Thanks to my fats all over the body jumping with the rhythm of the music coming from my zen stone plus… It kept me moving and motivated. Determination is very important.. Diet.. Gonna control abit.. Come on show me some results..

Celebration!

Ben Aw — Sun, 14 Oct 2007 15:12:25 +0000

Hey. Theres 2 celebration today.. Firstly in the morning is the 14th birthday of BC.. BC is the church im attending.. n BC means Bethesda Community.. Yea… Praise the Lord that BC have been started for 14 years… I pray that the Church will grow bigger.. more people will receive Christ, Our personal Saviour. haha… ITs my honour to celebrate this anniversary of BC for the first year.. and more to come… Had ask my mum abt baptism.. they still decided that i shld wait till i get more mature so that they will have more trust in me to get baptise.

Secondly.. Its my Bdae in ard 1 hour time.. So happy.. Im reaching 19… Actualli had celebrated my bdae today… With my frens in Kbox… Though it might nt b that smooth n happy… few days ago.. but we enjoyed today.. Of cos it was quite a turn off with tt attitude of Kbox… Hmm.. shall nt tok so much abt them.. aniwae.. Went Sushi Tei to have dinner n cut our cakes.. Bought my crumpler bag as a present for myself with my frens sharing too… Got a Creative Stone plus few days ago by my Eldest sister n her bf… Seems that there will b an ang bao too.. haha.. Aniwae.. when i reach home today… I got another present frm my second sis.. N angbaos from my parents and aunty.. haha… In the morning i also recieved a Planet Shaker Never Stop Album from Tommy n Lizhen!! Im so thankful and happy for all this!!

Best is… I celebrated my bdae and BC’s bdae on the same day!

This feeling again

Ben Aw — Tue, 09 Oct 2007 15:07:28 +0000

Feel So Once a while…. It had been so long since i felt this… Wads tt? Hmm.. Not sure.. Jus tt.. Not knowing wad my frens are doing animore… Not being involve in wad others r doing.. looking at other trying to same something… but with my presence they have to drop some hints to each other by twitching their eye brows… speaking some key words when I dunno wad was it about. Or Whispering into someone ears when im jus aside… Hmm seriously i dun like this feeling.. If i dunno anything… its really quite ok… but dun try to raise this matter infront of me… Dun like the feeling of being kept in suspense… Aniwae.. this kind of things.. made me easily distracted..

But its ok as this kind of bad feelings wun last long… Dont feel sad n angry to argue over this.. even if i feel angered by these little things.. I should try to get rid of it as soon as possible..

For the bible says..

Ephesians 4: 26-27

“In your anger do not sin”: do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold.

Another Swim?

Ben Aw — Fri, 05 Oct 2007 16:43:58 +0000

Woot! Went to swim again today at Safra Yishun Country Club… haha.. Felt so great each day i swim.. can feel that its getting faster and stamina are getting better too.. Get to learn some butterfly strokes from LL… Very difficult man… After im done… they r still in the toilet so i stood there… and saw one of the life guard swimming.. his fast man… He swam butterfly at first… then he come out with funni strokes.. such as swimming butterfly with the leg kicking in a freestyle manner… swimming freestyle with the legs kicking in a breaststroke manner.. haha.. Amazing..!!

Truth

Ben Aw — Thu, 04 Oct 2007 16:12:18 +0000

Truth!! The truth is revealed!! Felt quite impressed by junyong today.. In the past he may seems to be showing tt he is too money conscious or wad… Maybe the way he speaks abt money at times.. but nw.. today.. i finally think his the best among all of us… at such an age.. I guess all of us still take monthly, weekly or daily allowance from our parents despite working.. but he did not.. He can save, spent and provide himself with his own expenses.. Claps..! Its not easy you know.. This kind of independent attitude truly deserve our claps. I should learn from him…

Aniwae celebrated Cg’s 19th bdae.. haha… Hope his happy.. seems happy.. but i felt tt hes nt tt happy.. but aniwae.. i hope n pray that he will understand n look for new hope in life.. This is nt the way we r living in!! Cheer up! Goodluck!! I personally think that its nt a bad choice celebrating at Vilage too… I like the crepe and the sauce.. Yea.. Alright. Tts all for the day..

=))

Ben Aw — Wed, 03 Oct 2007 14:02:45 +0000

Hey!

Bck frm swimming jus nw… hmm everione is bz…hmm.. hope that there will b more comment in here? hahas.. if not i wonder whos gonna read… lol.. but its ok.. just to let out some feelings at times.. share my joy too… Aniwae… swimming is realli very fun.. nt bad… swam more of freestyle today.. its so tiring… but i hope to learn butterfly also.. i jus cant get the rhythm.. wondering whether its realli so difficult or I do not have enough strength.. Hahas aniwae.. its exercise after all..

Recover soon Lilin frm ur illness! hehe… if u saw my blog? hahas..

Hmm been away from encounter for a few days… Still feeling good… Nt giving ani opportunities to xxxxx..

Men’s Encounter Weekend

Ben Aw — Tue, 02 Oct 2007 05:21:45 +0000

I went to a Men’s Encounter Weekend a few days ago during the weekend. It is organise by my church. Its an all men environment so that there will be no barrier to wad r we gonna do n share about. No wifes, No girlfriends, No kids, No females. It had been a great weekend that i understood many things. Watch a video, “The Crossing”, The video is about a goodfren of a guy who had passed away. He left a note for him written, “Dun forget your bestfriend”. That bestfriend actualli refers to GOD! He went into a dream where his frens bring him to the heaven.. They use a room with lots of computer to represent how God records ur sin n he noes everything we do. A courtroom to represent judgement day, a day when we are away from the earth and a judgement of all my sins n wad I did. Aniwae he dreamt that his name was called in the room for judgement. He was so afraid and he ran all the way. He and up in a place where he saw Jesus Christ holding the cross towards the point where he was cruxified! He tries to stop the soldiers to hammer the long pin into his hand! When he realise it was actualli him doing that hammering. It actually meant that Jesus died for our sins, for all we have done. He said the sinners prayer infront of Jesus on the cross.. It was all a dream… however the gracious, faithful n sinless Jesus will forgive us if we have recieve him and accepted him as our personal saviour.

I was so tocuhed by the movie and the next memorable part at the encounter was the breaking of curses and strongholds that are with me for so long… I kneel infront of Christ, renounce and repent my sins and strongholds. Elders prayed for me and I know that all my strongholds and curses are broken. I encountered the Holy Spirit. The following day im also baptised by the Holy Spirit. Im so glad and blessed to encounter this weekend!